Thursday, March 02, 2006

lalalala. something is wrong with me man... for 3 days in a row ive pverslept and missed sch! but have been mugging alot! ahha mugged till like 4 something yst in the comm hall haha. GOOD JOB PENG! haha. must give myself some encouragement ya know!!

well anyway congrats to all who did well and to those who didnt get what u expected or hoped for, im sure that things will turn out ok in the end! results aint everything ya!

anyway ive been wanting to blog for like qt long but somehow like no time or cant be bothered haha. but yah wanted to talk abt cell on sunday. felt it was really good! like i guess its something new for most of us, to be in a grp with so many very different pple but it still turned out well in the end. but i guess the grp was abit big la so some pple din get to talk at all... but i guessits unavoidable haha. dunno man... but i was abit bothered after cell cos we had like qt a lively discussion abt theology and stuff and the things said kept ringing in my head after tt and i had to force them out of my mind so tt i could sleep haha. but i guess what yung said was right, that if it doesnt help my relationship with God in any way then there is no need to really get bothered by it cos anyway its our own human interpretations of the gospel and i guess for me its ok for all of us to think diff stuff as long as its not contradicting the bible, cos as long as u live your life in obedience to the commands of Christ den you cant be far wrong and how we want to do it is up to us as long as its not against the way of God. i guess some pple just find the views of others harder to accept haha but nvm la all is good :)

anyway i realised tt he comm hall is actually qt a good place to study! cos like i was telling ben and hwee ying yst, its like the noise all kinda cancels each other out cos there is no one noise tt over powers the rest thus its not really distracting the way one particular loud noise will be haha and actually i feel more uncomfortable in complete silence so i guess its good oso just tt i feel abit wierd when pple start coming in for dinner and stuff and im the only person mugging there haha but nvm la huh. not like i know them oso!

well anyway God has really been good to me this week :) love You so much indeed! haha. lots of stuff la but i guess life has been really good for me tho im like trying to study harder and stuff but yeah. really thank God for all the joy in my life heh. i know i dun deserve it!!:)